A New Perspective in the City of Light

"You're such a loser"

"hey you in the back, what's the answer to this question?"

"you're such a bitch"

"shhh... make sure she doesn't find out about the party.."

"what made you move to New York?"

Why did I move to New York City...

What was I trying to escape, I'm still on this journey to find out what it is about me that makes me feel special. Everyone deserves to feel that way while we are still living, because it's sometimes too difficult to continue living when you feel as though you have no purpose in life. Always have been an underachiever, did the bare minimum, lacked concentration and motivation to do anything. It's me who did all these things, but why can't I stop holding myself back from accomplishing what I want out of my future?

I stare, gaze, and daydream...a lot. It's what I'm good at, it's my talent. I love to just daydream my days away. However, in the real work that can be a poison, because in the eyes of your peers that just makes you a slacker. Am I sick? mind as well be mentally ill since it seems whatever I do is wrong and my emotions never align with the situations.

I AM a college dropout, on my third year in college studying for medical school I threw in the towel because I had a 'dream'

A year later I then graduated from The Paul Mitchell cosmetology school at Tyson's Corner, Virginia, received my board certification, then moved to NYC...

#positivity #goals